Hmm.Yes, I will
jiayou.
Thanks everyone, heart all of you :)
The only thing I can do right now is to
jiayou.
Studying had always been an enjoyable experience till now.
The days we used to spend late nights studying for mid years, final years, prelims, O levels, Mid semester tests, Semester exams.
Not to mention the entire days that we used sitting in front of the computers doing F&N projects, Programming projects,
FYP, and stuff.
It isn't the same anymore.
Seriously, I miss those days.
It was never like this, where you get sit down, getting so pissed off just by thinking, why can't I complete such a simple question without referring to the notes or people's answer?
Its so damn frustrating sometimes. The feeling of helplessness is so demoralising.
Especially when you feel like a nervous wreck before entering the examination hall.
When you sit down, its even worst.
You contemplate the paper and find out, yeah I forgot everything I've learnt.
Its often the case now.
I sit down and wonder, what the hell should I write on this paper when apparently, I don't know how to attempt the questions.
Well well. So in the end, all my answers are crap. Might as well hand in a blank script.
I'll just go in, sit down, write some crap, and wonder how the hell the rest of the people in the hall does it.
I feel stupid. Yes, it does have that impact on you.
Oh well.
Nothing I can control about it.
Time waits for no man. I am busy catching up with it.
There isn't enough time to study now, and I can only try my best.
Yes, I will
jiayou.
[ Let's just hope for the best.. ]